i was breastfeed aleya for almost 3 yrs untill my lovely lil son delivered to this world..... which leads to strong bonding between us.... last nite i was cried over my carelessness ....i'm totally forgot to packed her favourite pyjamas that she really really like to wear during bed time....
OMG... when i saw the pyjamas last nite nicely folded by my maid n placed on the top of all her clothing...... sunddenly i started crying like little baby... i'm blaming myself n felt so dammmmmm guilty....... mesti aleya akan tercari2 baju nih dlm her luggage and she must be sad coz not able wearing her fav pyjamas.... FYI baju tidur nie dia akan pakai berulang2 kali.... ari nie pakai, sok basuh, lusa pakai balik, tulat basuh n so on..... cannot imagine she sleeping without her beloved pyjamas.....sigh!!!
so mlm tadi i pon tertido dgn linangan air mata.... meratapi kecuaian n in the same time misssing my daughter like crazy.....
this morning i wake up n found out ade missed call form Indonesia.... ehh ape hal laks call subuh2 ari.... usually kalo ader emergency cases jer org call pepagi buta.... anything bad happen or...... i cecepat bangunkan Mr. Hubby n urged him to call PIL immediately......
laaaa rupa2 nyer aleya pon tgh nangis rindukan kitorg kan sini........ she missed me, her abah n her lil bro..... OOOooooo.... subuh2 dia terjaga dr tidur trus nangis missing us so much..... wow... i was crying last nite misssing her n now she was crying for the same reason..... i'm so touching n i belived this is the special n strong bonding build between me n aleya gifted by Allah swt due to breast feeding process..... syukur alhamdulilah.....
to all bf mommies out there.... i percaya anak2 kecil yg kita susukan dgn air susu kita akan sentiasa mempunyai naluri yg tajam, dapat merasai dan menyelami perasaan kita sebagai ibu mereka, memahami kehendak kita yg sentiasa mahukan yg terbaik utk mereka walaupun adakalanya kehendak2 kita itu tidak di zahirkan dgn kata2 namun mereka dapat memahaminya..... Inilah strong bonding yg terbina antara ibu dan anak menerusi penyusuan susu ibu....... inilah nikmat sebenar..... keep on feeding your babies n kalo bole try to feed untill your baby reach 2 years old..... n you'll experienced this amazing feeling connected to your children sampai bila2...... insyallah!!!!!!
* adam masih lagi breast feed n he's now 2 1/2 years...... blom rasa nak stop lagi!!!! :)
