feels much better....

alhamdulilah hati semakin tenang.... mungkin bila kita redha n blajar menerima hakikat... those pester n unpleasant feeling totally wiped off.... legaaaaaaa....
fuhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... let's move on...

euff babbling..... just wanna let u guys know i'm currently seeking for NEW challenge in life... wanna do sumthing different than my own daily routine.... still thinking on what to do, where to start n so on.... hv list down some of the ideas n need approval frm hubby....

here's my wish list :

1. to pursue my study in early education / children physiology
2. take  intensive short course on baking n cake decorating....preferably under wilton short course
3. find a new job non food service related.... sumthing different , new exposure n gain new experience
4. back to my active lifestyle again... try out new thingy (new sport), built on stamina n be competitive just like those day... still reminiscing old n sweet memories as an athlete
5. ohhhh wow.... feels like to do everything stated above just to live life at the fullest.... insya allah...

GOSHHHHHH i missed my blog sooooo much !!!!

it just so unbelievable that i'm back on blogging mode again... goshhhh hv to admit there's sumthing happen n really bothered me so i've decided to write sumthing up here just to release it out... seems like wanna scream my lungs out n hope it can heel everything but i guess tht a very bad idea to do so in the middle of nite...... *konfem suma org mangkit dr tidoq dgn sebakul makian*

i'm so sad n frustrated.... n totally devastated.. n but in d some time hv to redha...... n redha..... n redha....ll

this probably not a good kick start / write up.... insya allah when things get better i'll continue babbling n blogging... stay tuned :)